to dream
to challenge
to go
to journey
to face fear and wrap it around as a cloak
to walk with it and push through the gravel to wonder
to a wrinkled face to a stranger whose every dream is crinkled like a fan outside the eyelids
to capture the dusty coat
the one eye,
the barefoot,
the dog lover,
the misty-eyed angel
warriors of the road -
forever immortal, infamous, inglorious, the forgotten -
yet who lived among a spirit
a feeling
to have shared and been a player in that wanderlust that will forever endure
to have been a part of that song
part of that twang
to have left your light tread on the uncharted waters -
the footprint before a frothing wave
to know and feel solidarity with those other souls who threaded the miles alone
part of an age
of a generation
of a tribe that spans centuries
to look at that same gypsy moon
to know that others danced and etched their blood on the walls of that cave to the glow of the spectral embers
to sit where others sat
so insignificant, so unobtrusive, like a dancing feather or pondering ant
like a small quiet pebble or the splash of a fish
here one moment....no one remembers your name....
the road, did it matter?
but it did. it does.
in that moment.
it did to dream,
to know that other dreamers have left home with stars in their eyes and hunger as their lantern
to see a canyon or stand on a rock in the dashing sea
pilgrim voyager gypsy charleton gravestone bleached pile of glorious bones hippie bohemian evangelist artist savant entrepreneur rubber tramp leather tramp road warrior motorcycle king tourist anthropologist archeologist seeker seeker wanderer tumble weed
to belong to the pioneer
to tumble into the void -
to see and touch and wrap your heart around all things human.
human
human
when your down and tired and fading light and crumpled bills and linty coins and laundromat and old magazine and dirty newspapers cling to tattood brick
to see a face a smile a person
to hear their story
to marvel at a laugh
to share a look a meal
a sardonic wink
to find that pair of eyes and you know at once the things they have seen because you have seen the too
strangers and you know you know they know
why your backpack is your soul
to leave love
to leave comfort
to walk into the arms of terror
to rise to meet suffering
to open your eyes unblinking to ugliness
to love beauty
to crave it to starve for it
to seek it
to welcome questions
the fog
the corner
forever cursed
forever blessed
always to wander
always to wonder
to go
go,
why does that word
2 letters
1 syllable
how has it mercilessly held such corrosive and creative power,
how has it shaped kingdoms and colonies and fiefdoms
how has it created heroes and villains
how it is fodder and fire for every ballad and every dirge
how has it broken homes and liberated captives.
the urge
the dream
the itch
the need
the fire
to explore
to seek
what up Columbus
Sacajawea you were one tough chick -
Japhy Ryder and Jesse James
Jane Eyre and Elizabeth Bennet
Eminem and Joan Jett-
to change to challenge
to see
the bering sea
the english moors
the african plains
to the one who sailed to see if the earth was round
who died in a bus
or froze in the artic
to all who lived an idea
who layed realism and cultural and societal trappings on the line
to all those who dared
to all those who climbed
when they could not see the mountain
to Daniel to David Korn
to Doom who went to Hawaii
to the flamboyant tourist
to the photographer
to the captain
to the motorcycle
to the covered wagon
to the prospector
to the cowboy
to the missionary
to the pirate
to all those who decided to march frantic and insane
to jump off cliffs
to dive in murky waters
to trade the substantial for the hoped for
to trade the answers for questions
to trade the walls for sky
to trade the roof for stars
to trade the routine for the challenge
to trade the buried dream for the final journey
for all those who listened
who heard
who answered
who followed
the pied piper
of the word called go.
.
i have read this poem many times now.
ReplyDeletethe first time i began to read it, i felt like you were describing the crux of my life.
hunger as my lantern...to starve for beauty...you mentioned my heroes, the ones who have guided me with their journeys. then tears came when i saw my name.